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Friday, August 13, 2004
just went through the SMU orientation camp. darn fun la... i really thank god for having placed me in a wonderful team. first of all, the team spirit was there la. really enthu and stuff. then, the games were interesting, i mean like those mass games.. involved a bit of running. but it was bearable. the weird thing is, this time round unlike the AC leadership camp, i told myself tt i would survive it. and i did! i mean it's ultra slack la, like half the time we were just looking forward to food. hahaha.... and the food!! i tell u ah... the food is so cute la... coz, its the same ingredients, just diff ways of preparing. u see, we had fried fish. just with different sauce everyday. and chicken also. super cute. i guess, when u really put your heart into something, it'll work out by itself some how. like, i kinda dread camps, coz its like u dont' get to sleep enough and u go all grumpy? but since, i've stated to myself tt hey, i'm gonna enjoy the camp, and survive it some how, i guess it really just turned out fine. the only upsetting part was perhaps the night walk. over the years i've developed a phobia of being in the dark. i dont' know why. but it has gotten worst over the years, and i didn't realise it. till yesterday night. like, we were suppose to go through something like haunted building la... we entered the black corridor, and then i went hysterical liao. i cant exactly remember much, coz i suffered from panic attack. the only recollection was, i saw a "ghost" behind me. was a guy, quite tall, coz he was a head taller then me. the mmt he was abt to tap my shoulder, i went into panic attack mode. haha...then, a female "ghost" popped up, and tried to bring me out of the place, coz i think i was a bit shaken. and i remember saying this "are u gonna kill me?" then everyone broke out into laughters. though, i wasn't exactly laughing. and then i think i was dragged out. haha... i must have looked really badly la, after exiting the building, coz the pple in charge were like, "are u alright? u look really bad." i'm like, "i just need to breathe". the funny thing is i almost conked out in the toilet la.. haha.. talking abt delayed time reaction.. haha... the weird thing is tt, i knew tt there would be a "ghost" behind me. confirm 100 percent. i was expecting it. but i think i was more scared of the dark then anything else. and he just triggered the panic attack.. hahahaha... anyway, i guess, it's challenge accompplished. i've learnt to be more open minded. more expressive (though i was quite dead on the 2 nd night) and definitely more cheery abt everything in sight. thank god for having taken care of me throughout the camp. and i didn't fall ill at all! instead, i grew stronger and my tummy is much better now... at least it cooperates with me!