Monday, January 31, 2005

hamie hamie. i love hamie. it's the 2nd day after hamie arrived at my house. i like to see it when it sleeps, when it eats.. though, i do th a very lazy hamster. coz, when it eats, it lies down on its back, closes its eyes and eat. see so lazy no wonder so fat! hahah.. it's the feeling of when u wake up u look into the cage to see how hamie is doing. though, i know what my next hamster will be called. fluffos. =) ooh then tt day it was so cute. it was sleeping with its butt out of the house, so cute u know. hanging butt. hahhahahahaha... =P well more abt hammie updates!

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11:25 PM

Sunday, January 30, 2005

shamed, back turned against u oh lord. i've felt no greater guilt then this. i lost the strength in myself, always put on bold fronts which ate up my courage and made me tired. but u oh lord, loved me so much, u turned my head back to face u. i always longed to coem back to u lord, to your kingdom but i was afraid and frightened coz i've sinned greatly in your eyes. but today. lord, u let me see a vision so sweet tt it made my cold heart shattered apart and melt in your embracing love. i found the courage to reach out and touch your face. the face tt glows with such strong holiness. "jesus i believe in you". you lord, made me believe tt i could believe in you. tt lord, u're all i need. only u lord, can fill me up with a sudden surge of strength, courage, and hope. only u lord. u made me believe, u made me see. i was tired, lost, naked and cold. running on the busy streets, missing all the signs and so afraid. so very afraid. but u made me believe lord. tt i could, i could really be accepted in your love. have the faith tt all things are possible lord. what can i say lord. u made me believe, right through my heart, my soul.

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8:41 AM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

i'm tired!!! oh man, i hope i can endure to the end of the lesson. and hmmz, i think my laptrop would just die soon enough, 2 and a half hours. and i tot i need not bring the charger now i know.. i SHOULD.. i need entertainment to surive this end of the lesson. oh gee.... wake up i need to wake up!!!!!! grrrrrrr.... anyway, yuppz went to coca to eat my dinner yeterday with my parents. quite full. i'm serious but it's an expensive dinner.... really 225.25 bucks. imagine tt. ah. now for the lesson.. better listen...

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4:54 PM

darlings! big one small one, guys and gers. all close friends of val.... =) erm erm erm... i'm 20 officially. since i'm already off the teenage list, i'm not going to deny my age, and embrace young adult hood with grace. and since, i've concluded i'm nvr going to be skinny, i'm also going to revamp my image to suit a more young adult dress sense. namely, i'm just going to get a pretty black dress or some halter top dress soon, coz i just realise, even though i can't wear spag, i think i can still pull off halters... so so so... anyway, birthday wish... (shhhhh.. cannot say, coz, if not won't come true) and, last but not least, to those who wished me happy birthday, or celebrated with me, or even suan me for having hit 20. I LOVE YOU GUYS! ANG GALS! AND ALL THE REST OF THE FOLKS!!!! hugs hugs hugs... cheers pple... things is justr going to start getting better.. and u'll definitely going to see a val who's just in for another game of fun... love ya lots!!!!

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8:10 AM

Friday, January 14, 2005

the pains of trying to slim down. man. after tt pilates class (which is really really good... really... and it's not painful as kevin once told me. it's really enjoyable), which makes u stretch and stretch and the thing tt really u HAVE to do is to keep breathing in and tuck in your tummy. forever and ever. but i do honestly think it works and it pays to sweat it out trying to tuck in the tummy even though, after a heavy meal it hurts big time to do tt. why may u ask. simple. after pilates class on wed, and having consumed an entire dinner filled with twister fries and nuggets, i woke up on thursday with a relatively flatter tummy on thurs. then my instructor apparently made this really funny comment about me perspiring too much means i'm sucking in my tummy a lot a lot... so funny... anyway, bottomline is... if anyone wants to find a very interesting way to loose it all and has great determination to loose tt extra tummy. go for pilates!!! it's great..

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7:50 PM

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

bad start of the day. i fell down in school, and scraped my knee even though, i was wearing jeans. hmmmz.. in school. yuppz. in school. and tt was how it went. currently, it's still hurting a little. like stinging pain. but it should be fine. maybe, the blood is trying to get through the thin layer of skn. that's why it's stinging a little. imagine all the blood particles trying to come out. tts the feeling man. tts the feeling. haha.. a bit sadistiv. alright, time for lesson now... hmmz... and i'm sitting all alone. how romantic. is today a bad dar or something? i would not like to think so. but oh well.. we'll see how it goes. shoot the knee man..

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4:38 PM

Sunday, January 09, 2005

and of coz.. there's another thing about, the shop. decided on what i'll invest in. products of asia.. like, bold jewellery, bold stuff. actually. since i'm a person who likes things loud but sleek. but that's really a do or die situation. coz, i know tt singaporeans do not exactly fancy bold things. esp in terms of jewellery. they tend to go for things like, smaller pieces. refine works/ tts why there's this store called fie japan. which in my mind, is doing relatively well. becoz they deal with fine jewellery from japan. and u know how japan things are. sleek, small, refine, and high quality. but u see, don't get me wrong. i do like, quality in things too. but i like them bold. uniquely bold jewellery is my cup of tea. coz, the small minuet ones seems a little mundane sometimes.. but i think my sister loves those more then me... on the other hand, i'm also starting up a trio business with mayann and felly. tt one, is seriously for hobby.. first i think it's great to start something with fantastic girlfriends. they have keen eyes for makeup and hair styles. actually for both of those, i think they're more daring then me. in a sense they dare to explore boldness. whereas i opt for a more, hush hush style for makeup tt is, u see, i like to put this pink-ish sheen eye-shadow becoz it looks natural and at the same time, can't go wrong. but i do hope tt in time to come i'll be able to do those bolder make-up, but not to the cleopatra extend of coz. but more like, smokey effect. or perhaps at least play around with blue-ish eye shadow. which i couldn't do for many many months already. so tt's for the plans. =)

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11:49 PM

next up! about my loosing weight programme. > not exactly very successful. since, i've a sweet tooth. currently snacking on a mini snicker bar. but other then that. one small bar is good enough of a treat for today. but judging tt i don't have enough money to eat for the week. i think probably i'll diet some way right? =) hee hee... then on wed there's pilates... yea!!!!

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11:40 PM

ah... today, there's quite a lot to blog about. so i shall just split it into different sections. 1st up! i've embarked on my first cooking lesson! > macaroni with chicken< final verdict. (a) chicken is a little over cooked. (b) macaroni is a little under cooked (c) the broth is a little to msg-fied. coz i put knows' chicken stock. a little too much also. there's room for improvement definitely. and can u believe it? i took 1.5 hours to do and prepare and cook. yuppz yuppz yuppz. u heard me right. next up lesson! >fried rice with prawns and sausages< *rubs fingers* maybe i'll try to do tt sometime next week or on thursday see how. it helps to destress u know... and maybe through time i'll prove myself to be quite a cook too! though, i think baking brownies are so much easier....

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11:35 PM

quick! congratualate me. I MADE IT!!!!! i CLEARED all my debts tt i owe my sister! the last remaning 170 bucks i paid it all off just not too long ago! WEEEEE!!!! though, the current week outlook is a miserable 12 + 11 + 1.50 = 24.50. u think a lot? think again. 13.50 is for my transportation for the current week. then, the remaining 11 bucks is then for eating. okie la, actually i do think i can make it through. mon> at home, the whole day so no expenses. tues> go school, at most lunch costs only save save 3 bucks. so left 8 bucks. then come wed. still 3 bucks. so left 5 bucks. then, leave all of tt to friday to use. or i can don't even use it. just pack sanwhich to school to save money. then come sat. *scratch head* no money. or i could just get an o.d from my dad. (which is called overdraft) so on sun i recieve lesser pocket money. all i need to do is just to get through the weekdays. weekends can bother about itself. and whats more. i still have 20.20 + 10.20 in credit tt i could collect it on sunday. yippee! =)

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8:29 AM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

ah dear folks! =) have been so tired. and it's just first week of school. u know, there's this really interesting fact about smu pple tt i found out. surveyed the pple around me, asking how was their first week of school. top poll answer would be "tired". and seriously, it's a rather draining week for me already. on tuesday, it was a full school day of 830 - 645. absolutely tiring. quote dom's words: "it's sucks the life out of u." or was it "it devitalize u" but honestly, both works the same. this term i'm geared for a heavy term. with first lesson leadership & teambuilding (ltb) where we in groups have to do a cip project. from scratch. not tt i'm unfamiliar with such projects. but, it's more of a matter of. it's so tedious. do-able definitely. and it's bound to be fun. but time-consuming, but still fun. and the teacher is quite easy-going too.. and very candid indeed. haha... then comes the ultra ultra ultra heavy subject called tech and world change. u know, it's a bit like putting geog + history + science in it and churn it u get? tech and world change. with call it twc. honestly, at 330 where my brain goes into hibernation. in order to score. must really MUG. alas. come wed. at 830 again, i've something called communication. i think this class resembles english class so nothing much to say about it also. then the following classes are 2 very important classes which are demo and psych. both which i'm giving my utmost effort. esp psych. tt one must chiong. soon enough, i'll be carrying a psych book to study everywhere.. hahah... end up on friday afternoon was so ultra stress went for high tea with dom. ate chocolate ice-cream and cake. superb way of destressing. then still feeling ultra stress. on friday night, went for ac campfire with willy, terence, shan, wern, lmr and rui. i think i was the crazy one la. coz i made everyone wear ac t-shirt. then rui was commenting tt i look like some school kid tt expired. and then end the night with a drive to seletar camp coz dear lmr left his pager in camp. was a toturous ride, coz the gers were squashed. haha... anyway, ended the night with a round of lord of the ring risk. was really exciting. with terence and willy pairing up as evil team and rui and i as elves i think. whatever it was, it was an interesting round of risk. haha.. =) yuppz.. with tt. my first week of school has ended... time for some beauty sleep and pray hard next week i'll get into the drive of studying.. =)

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7:13 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

lost in reading all the school mails. once again. a new year has arrived. so many things to be done. so little time. sounds familiar huh. well... i hope that this year would start on a proper footing. now at least, i know where i am heading towards. am going to touch on psychology this term and i hpoe that i'll take home with me more then the books can teach me. *looks at own room* so messy still. going to squeeze a little bit of time to pack up a bit of my room. anyway. just did some financial accounts.. cross finger, if i don't take public transport, but walk to school (which is madness) don't eat in school, nor anyway else except home. i'll be able to clear my debts by my brirthday (which is 18th jan) u see, coz i dont' wanna spend a birthday week not being able to go anywhere coz i'm broke. makes no sense. so, in view of that, i'm praying that god will provide for me for the next 2 weeks. which he has been so gracious about for the past 2 days! power! lemme share with you about it... on thursday, after i declared myself in debt for 1 month, and not being able to eat food. in the night time, by grace of god. i ate at crsytal jade (la mian) yuppz... then on friday afternoon. crystal jade again (yupp zyuppz... some dim sum) then friday night, i ate at thai express! yuppz yuppz... and today, which is sat, my parents bought me lunch. and my sister treated me to pizza hut and kfc for dinner! =) see god provides! i won't say i come from a super poor family. but my own personal financial status is quite bad. i'm just waiting for some money to come back so i can help pay my debts.. =) but seriously, god provides!

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8:39 AM