god was wonderful today. he blessed the day. he blessed go wild. u know, i was so worried tt there would be heavy downpour today? haha, and it's becoz, i didn't plan the wet weather plan! (simply, over worked for 1 week, haha.. but at the bottom is just plain lazy to think). but god is gracious and withheld the rain for us. :) anyway, go wild, was err won't say totally perfect, (perfection is in the eye of the beholder) but i think, it did its purpose. *winkz*
oh well, lemme see, i think the side effect of everything is, i've lost part of my voice, now my voice is one really hoarse voice (apparently, i can't even sing one tune properly, because my voice keeps breaking.. now u know how bad) (or rather, i can't even sing at all! i only can mumble the words) and it feels weird.
ran around sentosa today like a mad kid. seriously, MAD. and keep on using the walkie talkie (playing a fool, serious talk, and spot checking) think abt it, why did i do so much anyway? i should have just relaxed. but whats done cannot be undone.
being tired and grumpy to me, is common, haha. so i dont' really care, but apparently, i'm beginning to realise tt i've placed unwanted stress on my physical body (i dont' know why, coz i'm just plain slacking). becoz now my lungs always seem out of breath (liting told me was becoz my lungs too much CO2 or something like tt)and just now, after a short nap when i woke up, my vision was super blurish, like really cloudy, i tot it was the haze, but i was in a room, and proven tt it was just me. so tts quite scary. really scary. really really really scary, i tot i was loosing my vision! but then it cleared after like a much waited 30 min.
i think ever tt retreat on time is precious, i can't help but feel vulnerable tt i may faint and nvr wake up. i'm sorry, but i think i'm not suppose to feel this way. but i can't help but feel weird.
maybe i shoudl just go get a proper rest for the coming week. july is all in view of preparation for uni and my piano exams.. (GASP grade 8 liao... i'm super scared cannot play play)... buy before tt i'm gonna go take a wind down at WCP, sipping a nice hot cappauccino... :) oopz.. i think i should not take coffee... err.. what ever... tata~!