my 21st birthday is turning out to be a night mare... the party went great... but, as i'm closer to 12 hours to being 21... i'm getting even more paranoid... maybe i should just spend the hours by myself, at some sea side looking at the sea, to reflect on life and people around me... throw away all expectations and see what happens... u know, actually i did want to spend the time alone... decided to catch a movie by myself after school.. orh, not to mention, i need to go school from 830 - 330. then thereafter i shall see how... so what happens if, i decide to disappear for the night, forgoing the dinner.. orh not to mention, my parents actually didn't want to celebrate my birthdy on the actual day... wanted to celebrate either on thursday or saturday... then... i think aiyah no point la... actually i'm already not in a mood to celebrate my birthday already... anyway, back to my original plan.. wanted to catch a movie alone... then after that i go esplanade take pictures of the setting sun.. go to the coffee club some where to eat a cake and then i can prepare to go home... or, going to sentosa is not a bad idea also.. but i'll just be carrying a lot of bags... then... my parents decided that i was grumpy and decided to celebrate my birthday for me... and then it spoilt rui's plans also... gee... maybe i should just embark on my lonesome plan... called reflections of adulthood... just so sad... and to think i was suppose to be happy about it... argh... Si.n.g My. L.ov.e